paper walls.

pen and paper.
written on Friday, December 12, 2008 at 10:10 PM

here it is! finally. for those who actually bumped into the "coming soon" page and following the countdown (you know who you are :P), HAHA hope you had fun.
hmmm.. a major major achievement i think? cause it's lotsa moving out of old-style and lots of experimenting and trying! ah but whatever that's not important.
YAY! HAPPY!
thanks to some of you for your support and inspiration! (:
i guess sometimes boredom and a sudden inspriational spark does wonders, no?

now. slap me awake so i can go do my homework ):

sixdays to hokkaido!

And the solitary moments...
written on Monday, December 08, 2008 at 10:51 PM

okok shush you people, im updating! haha.

holidays!

been really slack, i mean yeah its good taking a break from the hectic days in school, though it isnt exactly supposed to be THIS slack, being an IB student. =X
like everytime i open my document to do an essay/report/whatever homework, it'll somehow end up with msn window on top of it. haha. or i would go like listen to music, browse youtube, forums, play guitar, or SLEEP. ahhhhhhhh! =\
but yeah i gotta schedule drawn up now so.. go me!

been golfing quite a bit with mom and dad these days too. ohwells since i got some time to spare i wont complain now then, it's a useful skill in future anyway, and a good way to exercise :P

oh and i caught up with arjun and desmond today. haha. good ol buddies from sji. lunched, peoplewatched, window shopped and talked and talked. its nice. biiiiiiig changes man. haha. miss those sji days...

anyway
japan in TEN days!

friends. acquaintances. mates.
written on Saturday, November 29, 2008 at 8:03 PM

it's the holidays. yes i know the year has not ended, but it's as good as that. cause i've realised how this year (or more or less every year) revolves around school and the friends in school.

this post is dedicated to the people who've made me smile, laugh, cry, and all those who have added sugar and spices to my days in school, and also to you guys who have made me feel stupid, sad, in love, angry, and .. lame? haha.

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sigh, a year's over and it means there's only one left.
ohwells.
happy holidays!

to fly.
written on Thursday, November 27, 2008 at 11:58 PM

finally. school's over! time to have a breather and exercise and do my loads of coursework. =\
oh. and japan in 20days!

tuesday and wednesday was school's big production - the Sound Of Music. being in the backstage crew, i must say i've seen lotsa stuff happening from a month before the performance, and kudos to everybody in the production - cast and crew, and the orchestra, cause the end product was amazing. guess everybody's efforts paid off and it was indeed a job well done. the audience also gave feedback that the backstage crew managing scene changes etc was great. yay! haha.

today was the last day of school, had some kinda celebration before school ended, and ended with a party at night, volare, which was unexpectedly incredible. the food wasnt that bad, and they got an emcee from outside so the games we had were damn fun, and funny, watching people doing retarded stuff and some people being forced to dance.
XES played to a small crowd, with niko as our last minute addition. nevertheless, we (chris ernest rowland niko and i) played the awesomest show ever. the crowd was high and energetic, jumping, headbanging, and kept asking for more. we intended to play two songs - Warmness on the Soul and Supermassive Black Hole. the overwhelmed crowd overwhelmed us, screamed for an encore, so Hysteria was played even though it wasnt well rehearsed. again, "one more! encore! one more!" we didnt see this coming... so instinctively, we played the first song we've played as a band - Slither, where ex-bandmates gabriel and sam joined us on stage. it seriously rocked. :D love the band!

choices × ∞ = life
written on Sunday, November 23, 2008 at 10:42 PM

Choices. That was the theme of the grade11 lasallian camp over the weekend.

I guess we have to face the reality that we're turning into adults and making choices is inevitable. and this camp has really helped me reflect on certain issues at this point in my life and look a little deeper into myself. it's all about the love vs infatuation, friend vs fiend, family relationships, addiction and social realities. i've also managed discover more about people within my circle of friends, and beyond them, or even strangers - the foreign workers i interviewed.

I must say, though after attending countless leadership camps and feeling dreadful attending this one at first, it has been a great learning experience. It has been indeed very much different from the previous lasallian camps i've participated - not only the contents were different and less boring, the camp was more relaxingly run.

just like truths, some choices are painful.

Listen to the voices, crying to be free
Can we be the promise that we promised to be
Love and understanding are better than a war
People just laughing 'cause they've heard it before...

woof woof.
written on Tuesday, November 18, 2008 at 4:22 PM

result of stress from school work, and a tablet PC.
haha.
sigh...

march on.
written on Sunday, November 09, 2008 at 7:51 PM

sorry blog!

been very busy with lotsa school stuff.
and going out.
and eating out.
and now aside from the school work there's a show to practice for, and backstage work to do for school musical, etc.

so yeah, being tied up with stuff and growing fat.
haha.

and to all my beloved friends going through emo times, you're not alone (: i know how things can get messed up and go against our will, and we feel annoyed/devastated/shitty, but hey, life's full of ups and downs. be more optimistic!

Don’t cry, open up your eyes and know
There's someone else out there that feels this way
I’m singing to you
'cause I know what you’ve been through and now
Not so long ago I felt the same
Like soldiers, march on
If we can make it through the night we'll see the sun
March on, march on

saddened.
written on Saturday, November 01, 2008 at 11:11 PM

SORRY.
i hate misunderstandings.
especially those that kill all that happiness, hope and love in a blink of an eye and you can't explain yourself.
sigh... i didn't mean it like that..
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